How Are You

Just a midnight browsing, as usual when I don't know what to do when bed time come along and my eyes still wide open. Reading my SHS-mate blog, and I found this poem, at least I don't know what kind of these words called exactly, poem, essay or a heart-note. And why I copy her into my blog is I want you guys know how beautiful it is, and really touching. I love the way she writing with heart, the way she choose the unusual words, for some people perhaps it's the first time to read the words.

"it has been so long that we have been too busy walking on our own path

do you still remember unresolved business that we left too far

our everyday were colored with too much discordia

break the excitence of us without any properly goodbye

i tried to catch you but its useless

you have been walked too far

i can't even catch your shadow

your world already dissapear from mine

and my live doesn't revolve around you any more

what an irony, remember how we had shared back then

we lived on the same land

stands under the same sky

breathe the same air

and share the same dream

but, you have choose your own path of life

i'm still here, looking at the blue sky

to you who stand up in place that i barely know

would you kind enough to remind me

at least a half in the way i secretly miss you

i know

i am not able to make you stay here at least until i aware

i am sorry i let the time erase half of you in my heart

i am sorry i stupid enough to let you replace me with someone else

we cant go back to we used to be as if the word “we” ever exist

tough it never exist

but at least reply me once

i just wanna know :

How Are You?"

RS.Savitrie

After read it, my heart feel so dying, remember many people who came into my life, make an influential changes, and I miss them all. People who always play with me, share their laugh, tell about the sadness, and everything in my daily. Distance is one reason why we communicate seldom. Sometimes I wish that I still standing up in a dot and not moving in this circle of life. I wish I'm forever young, stay in high school era. But time always goes on, bring many changes. I try to consider choose a path which the righter than the other options. Sometimes I regret about this path but later I realize that God give me messages of life inside. There many reasons that universe hiding it, but they're also waiting to be found.

I miss you guys, even in my silence, I just want things go back as they used to be.

This Start

As usual, since I became an institute undergraduate student, every holiday I spent at my hometown. Choose a date, book a flight, pack up my items, and finally touch down the beautiful island. It’s such a wonderful thing now, my holiday is a very-holiday, a kind of holidays that people mostly wishing. Totally different from years behind. My hometown start to attract world attention then become one of world most favorites destination. Who don’t love beach so dying hard? The beach with a magnificent God creature. They said it’s a real-life paradise.

Looking back to years behind, I usually spent my holiday time to travel others destination with my family. And sometimes I miss that memories. It was the time to take me knows the world, learn about the urban planning, understand about the many types of people accent, and many more. The time to get knowledge. Sure they said that book is a window of the world, but sometimes we need to travel for making them clearly, find out the unfounded.

How about now? It’s changes. When I was busy with my exam, my family got their free time, then it comes the time they getting busy again with their business but I just got my holiday. What does it means? I should spent the holiday with my self and perhaps several friends who have it too.

What should I plan now? A wonderful a couple of weeks holiday schedule. But I don’t know it would come to reality or just an empty hope. I just landed here, and the weather was really so unfriendly, huge heavy rain with thunderstorm. I got sick with the doctor words which disallow me to eat some foods because of my organ still not quite strong. Then I found out a friend was not in healthy condition too, and there’s no new fascinating place to visit in this town, even I still think about my marks this semester “would they work together to result a good GPA for me?”

I am tired of the things which make me sick all the time. The things which couldn't cooperate with me. I just want them can pull together and result the everlasting happiness.

Rendezvous

Beach. Seafood Pizza. Lemon Tea. Sunset.

"No matter how many years goes by, I know one thing to be as true as ever was. I'll see you soon."
unknown

Happy Birthday Michelle Obama

Since she become The  First Lady of the United States in 2008, she immediately gained fashion community's vote for her all-American style. And the latest US First Lady is turning 49.

Happy Birthday Mrs. Obama!

stay young, gorgeous, age-less beauty, and beloved by everyone

source : ELLE

Cobalt

If I have to answer a question such "What are you fan of?", perhaps I will say that I'm a fan of blazer. Although in fact I'm not a person who in love with an item so dying hard, I love what anything that catch my heart of course. But, compare to all items in my closet, there are many blazers than the others. I have many tops but they are in difference category. And I think I really didn't posting many posts with blazer on me. I'm wear blazer when I go to my campus usually. I have completed a date, dating someone with a lot of fun.

My date, Melina. OMG, YOU'RE ALWAYS PRETTY EVEN WHEN WITHOUT ANY MAKE UP!!!

Apparels without pattern usually catch my heart more than the patterns one. They just really comfort to wear out, bring more confidence. Absolutely when they are stick on me. See all my apparels are one color items each, the cobalt blazer looks good with gray and black. Cobalt is a color which hit some designers's runway in Autumn/Winter 2012/2013 such as DKNY, Mulberry, and Prabal Gurung. The color is still a trend yet. Something Blue!

The night was so short but it obtain a high satisfaction. We both enjoyed the time, that's what every girl need, private time with their best friends.

Top - Chace-chace

Blazer - MANGO

Bag - Gaudi

Flare shorts - Jrep

Shoes - Charles&Keith

PEOPLE SCREAM HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

It was a night last year when people gathered and prepared something surprising. Midnight, when the day changed, date changed, 28 replaced by 29. At that time, the weather was not so friendly, quite heavy rain felt down. But even the sky acts like that, they could make fireworks go off on time. Big appreciate!

AND THEY SCREAM OUT LOUD "HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLARA"

Thanks Devita for letting your phone to take photos of us.

In fact, there are so many friends, it was about 30 people even more, I didn't count them. I was so excited in that moment, thus I didn't care to take some photos. Yeah, in that photos it's just a half of whoever came that night. If I could played back time, there was photos of they all. Read the story on my post " Eighteen " to know the whole moment. Once again, official thank for whoever participated and shared their love in my birthday night, NAVAL FRIENDS! kiss ya!

Self-made Dishes

What do you think about New Year's dishes? I decided to cook simple pancake at the last day of 2012 and start new day in 2013 by brunch with spaghetti. Cooking is such an fun activities, went to supermarket and then chose the ingredients, decorate the plate, and whatever about it was awesome. As usual, I prefer to do something with my self, including cooking of course! Even the taste is not really good, it has more satisfaction in my heart.

Is it the first post in 2013? Yeah sure it is. I'm away from blogging for last a week, focused on all my final tests. Studied hard but I don't know the grade that I'll get then, the important thing is struggle and struggle, fight for the laziness. Cooking is one of several ways to refresh your mind from whatever it is. I've already prove that :)

How about pancake with strawberry topping? Sure, I'm still in love with red, whatever it is.

A plate full of spaghetti bolognaise, what do you think?

And that's all the self-made dishes by me for the days which are the ending the 2012 and the starting the 2013. In fact both are so simple. Anyway, what do you think when I combine them with my make up kit for the photo shoot?